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Registered for the exam for this Friday at 11:45 AM in London. I hope that the exam is not too difficult and I hope I pass it with good marks, inshaAllah! (inshaAllah = with the will of God).


Studying mostly from CBTs today and tomorrow…and then I’ll just concentrate on doing exams and then read the Cramsession.


Finished grocery shopping too, phew!


I was thinking about smoking again today, but not cigars or cigarettes, but the arabic hookah…i wish i had a hyperlink to it, but I don’t have the time to search for an informative pages on hookah’s…its just an arabic smoking pipe which lets you smoke various flavors of tobacco (like rose/apple etc.). We bought the hookah from a pakistanis shop in montreal, but i don’t have the tobacco…


gotta go with wifey to check out ultrasound tomorrow and print out the cramsession notes for the my exam…


Ciao


Umair

I am studying at a steady pace for once…using the online CBTs…gotta mail the tax return today, gotta work out today, gotta study another section (or two) of the CBTs, gotta do some sample programs, gotta register for the exam…lots of gotta-do’s.


oh yeah, gotta do grocery shopping too…


My sleeping habbits are back to normal, thank God…no more smoking urges either, thank God for that as well!


We’ll be getting the first ultrasound pictures of our first baby on wednesday…yeah baby!


Gotta start doing the gotta-do’s (as you can tell, i have loads of them!)


Ciao…gotta go (get it?) bye!


Umair

Stayed up really late last night and finished part 1 of the CBTs that my brother e-mailed me. Got up about an hour ago. Will finish the 2nd and 3rd parts of the CBTs today.


Checked e-mail, read a few articles and now I am making tea for breakfast at 1:17 PM!! Gotta get a grip on my sleeping/eating/living habbits a bit! Get it? habbits a bit? Nevermind, its probably just funny to me!


Oh, I think the tea is ready…


Ciao!


Umair

Smoked half the cigar, almost half of it. Didn’t even enjoy the stupid cigar, it tasted terrible! Good, I won’t want to smoke anymore. That was a bit scary…hehehe. But I think it was good that I did that, now I won’t feel that I am not enjoying my smoking anymore. Phew!


Umair

What a lazy saturday! Didn’t do anything except for attending the interfaith community gathering. That was fun! Started looking at the CBTs that my brother e-mailed me: turned out to be pretty good.


I have another week of vacation but it looks like the fun is over and now I must study and pass the certification exam. I bought a cigar today…hehehe! This will be my first smoke after about 2+ months of not smoking…maybe its not such a great idea to smoke it. But then again, I think I should be able to control myself and not be a damn baby and get addicted! What the hell, right? I should be able to enjoy smoking when I want, without having to become addicted: that’s so riddiculous!


I just won’t buy any more cigarettes/cigars after this one for a long ass time, like a few months at least and I’ll be ok!? Hmmm…maybe I’ll start smoking again because of this stupid cigar! I shouldn’t let once cigar destroy 2 months of work!?


I don’t know…I can’t believe my wife pissed me off enough for me to want a cigarette all of a sudden. I’d told myself, when I started quitting to not let anything, specially her pissing me off, let me want to smoke a cigarette!


Maybe I should sincerely promise myself that I will not smoke again for at least 2 months, after this cigar. If I do, I’m a damn loser and should die of cancer an early death any-freakin’-ways!


InshaAllah, I won’t start smoking again and just enjoy this one cigar, ameen!


Ciao


Umair!